Cleaning Up The Room

After two months finally I can get my time to clean up my room. It took make all day and pretty refreshing activity. I also manage to watch drawing lesson video and prepping the assignment.

Still, I loss control with my food intake and manga reading. I stumbled on Dragon Pigmario and read it again from start to the latest chapter until around 4am. Today is Sunday and I woke up at 12pm thanks to that. I still need to catch up my freelance works and lesson. But I will just do as I planned with my schedule today one by one and see what's left for the next day.

Colleague resignation

One of my colleague said she will resign next week. Her assignments mostly are animations and I'm afraid it will be left for me after she left. The last 3 days I also always left office around 8 pm and my plan to study language and art is a bit ruined. Anxiety is creeping again within me.

I also refuse children book project with pretty big money (but 150pages of illustrations in 6months...) since I don't think I'm ready to handle that with my current office work condition. I'm relieved I refuse considering now my friend is resigning.

I'm still troubled to subside the anger within me today. Can I also resign mid-project. I really wish I can make to the end of this project. I decided to stay and postpone my vacation. But again, I'm not sure... I feel like I want to cry every time I think about how I want to go there.

My Bro's Birthday

Yesterday is my brother's birthday. It seems just like any other day with an exception that he treat us dinner at Seroeni. I guess we're too old for too much celebration.

I was having facial yesterday and ask for more debt for my face treatment. I hope I didn't make wrong decision for using this particular beauty care product. My friend's acne is much better with their treatment, which is why I decided to go there for chemical peeling and facial treatment.

Today I got back to my small rented room and the bathroom renovation is not done yet. I hate it how everything is dusty and messy. But tomorrow is another Monday. I hope I can get back to my usual routine as soon as possible.