After several cranky days, I was actually having a pretty nice Thursday and Friday.
8/12/16
After work, I go to watch Kimi no Na wa with my brother. This movie really lift up my mood and their soundtrack songs makes my ear and feelings really happy. The movie is pretty great.
9/12/16
It's pretty tiring to trim hundreds of assets, but I've managed to finish the urgent animation work. Next week I can continue illustration for the artbook. I decided to try a new Japanese Restaurant because I can feel I'll have rough longweekend if I didn't do it. I don't regret it. The place is pretty fine and nice place for sushi and sashimi.
Now I only have two days left for the urgent freelance work and I even barely started. I really really hope I can make it.
Friday, December 9, 2016
Wednesday, December 7, 2016
Emotional Turbulance, again.
Sunday 4/12/16
I was angry for not being able to be productive this day. People I spent one day just for washing clothes, following social media updates, binge-watching Friends and Godfather. I cried and panicked. I'm so scared I won't be able to work my best next week.
Monday 5/12/16
I got email for the new urgent job offer with decent pay. So I took it. I got panic attack at night thanks to someone with certain comment that could be described at racist statement. Spending the rest of the night by crying with depressing thoughts.
Tuesday 6/12/16
I woke up really late. I got to workplace very late. I feel annoyed already. And then there's this boycott Sari Roti issue. It's stupid. But I can't laugh anymore. At the afternoon there's some group who forcefully end a mass by Christian community at Sabuga Bandung. I think this group just want to extorted money and didn't get it so they did this sickening act. I feel like the world is slowly going to end in my lifetime. I cried again at night.
Wednesday 7/12/16
My office work went pretty well. I got cranky for small matter with colleague at the office. Another intolerance news, this time from Yogyakarta. I still need to make the sketch for current freelance project but I can't sleep late tonight. I can only laugh while watching Friends. Maybe I'm having pms or maybe all the news makes me depressed again. I don't know...
Tomorrow I want to watch Kimi no Na Wa and ate some cheesetart.
I was angry for not being able to be productive this day. People I spent one day just for washing clothes, following social media updates, binge-watching Friends and Godfather. I cried and panicked. I'm so scared I won't be able to work my best next week.
Monday 5/12/16
I got email for the new urgent job offer with decent pay. So I took it. I got panic attack at night thanks to someone with certain comment that could be described at racist statement. Spending the rest of the night by crying with depressing thoughts.
Tuesday 6/12/16
I woke up really late. I got to workplace very late. I feel annoyed already. And then there's this boycott Sari Roti issue. It's stupid. But I can't laugh anymore. At the afternoon there's some group who forcefully end a mass by Christian community at Sabuga Bandung. I think this group just want to extorted money and didn't get it so they did this sickening act. I feel like the world is slowly going to end in my lifetime. I cried again at night.
Wednesday 7/12/16
My office work went pretty well. I got cranky for small matter with colleague at the office. Another intolerance news, this time from Yogyakarta. I still need to make the sketch for current freelance project but I can't sleep late tonight. I can only laugh while watching Friends. Maybe I'm having pms or maybe all the news makes me depressed again. I don't know...
Tomorrow I want to watch Kimi no Na Wa and ate some cheesetart.
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