Maybe I'll be no better than those who I condemn. Lately the situation makes me think that genocide wasn't such a bad idea. Not by race, nor religion. I have my own standards. I'm really tired to have to endure all these bullshits by those people.
I understand that my heart is consumed by hatred. But I don't know how to heal it with all hatred, hypocrisy, and stupidity within this nation.
If I have no heart, I wonder if I could be much much more efficient.
Friday, March 17, 2017
It's been a while
While I feel better at managing my emotions for sometime, the hopelessness is still lingering. There will be 2nd election next month. My works are also piling up again. I feel anxious for my job and my life. It will be a big storm if April 19th didn't go well.
The vacation is getting nearer. Maybe that's also contributing my anxiety. I hope everything will went well. I managed to lose some weight in the last several months. I hope it won't hike too much after the vacation.
I really hope my bad premonition will only stay in my head as an irrational paranoia. I doesn't have to be true. I don't want it at all.
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