Sunday 4/12/16
I was angry for not being able to be productive this day. People I spent one day just for washing clothes, following social media updates, binge-watching Friends and Godfather. I cried and panicked. I'm so scared I won't be able to work my best next week.
Monday 5/12/16
I got email for the new urgent job offer with decent pay. So I took it. I got panic attack at night thanks to someone with certain comment that could be described at racist statement. Spending the rest of the night by crying with depressing thoughts.
Tuesday 6/12/16
I woke up really late. I got to workplace very late. I feel annoyed already. And then there's this boycott Sari Roti issue. It's stupid. But I can't laugh anymore. At the afternoon there's some group who forcefully end a mass by Christian community at Sabuga Bandung. I think this group just want to extorted money and didn't get it so they did this sickening act. I feel like the world is slowly going to end in my lifetime. I cried again at night.
Wednesday 7/12/16
My office work went pretty well. I got cranky for small matter with colleague at the office. Another intolerance news, this time from Yogyakarta. I still need to make the sketch for current freelance project but I can't sleep late tonight. I can only laugh while watching Friends. Maybe I'm having pms or maybe all the news makes me depressed again. I don't know...
Tomorrow I want to watch Kimi no Na Wa and ate some cheesetart.
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