It's already 11th of January. I feel everything started well, at least with my own emotion and self management. I almost don't get any emotional breakdown for this past 10 days. There are several things that still makes me a bit anxious and sad but I can still manage it with reasonable thoughts.
2 things that's bothering me today. First, my period started faster than usual. This is not good for my vacation plan since it's already 2-3 months left until the departure and it will hinder my plan to dip on some onsens. I really really hope that the next two months my period will have a longer cycle.
Second, I found that I've unfollowed one of my colleague. I really don't know why. She didn't followed me anymore either. I'm too scared to ask if it's just malfunction with twitter or she didn't want to follow me somehow. I don't want to pressure her to follow me too and I'm afraid if I asked her, she'll said something is wrong and followed me back while she actually really don't want to do that. I don't know if she's okay if I following her. But if she's somehow blocked and then unblocked me (I don't know if she did this or not) then maybe she also don't want me to follow her.
This makes me a bit down today. And I'm really not sure what's going on.
My workload is better right now so I guess that's a good news. I try to learn Japanese and drawing again. I hope I can be more consistent this year. I'm still fasting. I thought I will finish fasting at February 15, but with the current situation I don't know until when I will do this.
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