I was waiting and find out the open hearing will be held next week. I hope next week everything will be okay and he'll be free.
I start to try fasting. I still drink, but I eat only after 5pm.
8 November 2016
This is the day for USA presidential election. I don't feel anything, somehow I have bad feeling if I didn't feel anxious then something bad will happen.
9 November 2016
911
Donald Trump won. I hope the prophecy will stay as prophecy. I kinda feel the dove and the eagle were subtle signs from nature. Now everything is like this and the world is shocked.
10 November 2016
Racial attack at USA started. It reminds me with Brexit. Some said it's just lies by minorities. But considering how police use racial profiling there, I'm not sure which one is the truth.
AA was freed from jail. He asked to be not disturbed for the next 3 months. I guess February will be really hectic considering this and the upcoming regional election.
So far I'm able to fasting until 5pm, only some minor candy incident at Tuesday since I had slipped. But my choice for eating is still bad. I need to choose cheaper and smaller portion food next week.
11 November 2016
I only fast until around 3.30pm since my boss treat us food at Kintan Buffet. It's a pretty good buffet.
My brother bought me some Kiehls products for my falling hair by my friend's recommendation. It's really expensive. I really hope it will work nicely for my hair.
I also pay all my debts to my brother and all the saving is gone thanks to my debt. I feel a bit ashamed that I can't make more money than my brother and feel rotting away.
I still ate 2 slices of pizza when I accompany my brother to eat. I liked the pizza, but I feel guilty for taking more calories after the all you can eat buffet.
12 November 2016
Last night I was furious to find out my Dad changed my stuffs placement. So today I cleaned up and rearrange the desk, books, cabinets. I also not fasting today, I don't really want to say that I'm fasting to other people.
My stomach is feeling a bit weird by the afternoon. Maybe I'll need some Polysilane.
This week feels a bit unproductive since my mind is wandering into political stuffs. But thankfully I managed to finish the requested office works. Next week they'll ask me to help with artbook progress. Honestly I'm scared I can't do it good enough or fast enough.
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