Will be anxious for the next 5 days

I post a bit rarely here now, I guess that's a good sign?

It's 5 days before the regional election and I really hope it will only go in one term. I'm so tired of all these political emotional roller coaster for the last half year. As a triple or more minorities, this year's election makes me uneasy. 

I feel like some people who didn't decide yet is a privileged people who don't have to worried much since they're part of majorities and can boast their neutrality.  Sorry if I sounded a bit bitter. Maybe I'm just jealous. Because here I am always living in fear that each generation of us will need brace ourselves for 1-2 shitty stuffs. And without much money, I don't know will I be able to survive and will it be worth to living for...? :S

I guess I'll just do what I can. Back to work. Replacing one anxiety with another kind of anxiety.