too scared to have hope

People said, it will be all right. All of these are temporary.
I can't believe it until it's proven. With all that's happening I can't dare to believe the situation won't get any worse.

People said, there still lots of people who have a right mind.
But 42% is not helping. The other team still have more number. I don't even think those people with right mind will be able to help if anything bad is really happening.

I hope I'm wrong. I really want they're right. That everything will be okay and they'll laugh at me for my paranoid mind.
But I'm too scared to have hope.

I will be lying to myself if I believe that everything will be all right. And I really suck at lying.