Nothing is eternal, this too shall pass.

Wednesday starts okay. I wake up at 9am and managed myself to get to the office on time. The avocado is not ripped yet, so I cover them with paper.

Today's work was frustrating since I'm not the one who originally made the file. The bones and asset placements are really messy. I really want to curse the one who made it first.

I initially want to ate gadogado for lunch. But today was so hot so I only managed to went to the nearest minimart. Since I'm worried that I'm still not having my period today, I bought some Kiranti, yogurt, and eggs. By accident one kiranti bottle is falling and everything is a mess. I already payed it. But thank goodness I still get free 1 bottle since there's buy 2 get 1 promotion that I didn't aware.

I ate rice, fried egg, and yogurt for lunch. I might need to be more patient and eat when there was nobody since they see my menu was a bit weird.

By around 6pm, anxiety is crawling just because I realized it's already pass 6 pm and I feel like I can get panic attack. I try to calm myself by eating a little amount of rice with fried onions and 1 deka roll snack. I still feel horrible but get calmer.

I managed to finish the work today by 7pm. I also finish other files that need some assets replacement. I went back.

I actually want to buy some fruit juice but I don't think I can hold back any longer. When I get to my room, I cried hard. I keep repeating in my head that nothing is eternal, this too shall pass. Thank God I didn't burst at the office and freaked anybody. Thank God my works went pretty well today.

The chest still feels uncomfortable, but somehow I feel better. I want to play my games, but I also need to managed this guilty feelings that still lingering because I want to have fun.